Why Did I Get Married??

That movie was the BEST!!!! I really loved it. I seen it Friday night and I am going to go see it again this weekend.

What I really loved about the movie was that it was real. The events in the movie actually happens in real life and in marriages but it is never showcased.

EVERYONE SHOULD GO OUT AND SEE THE MOVIE CAUSE IT IS WELL WORTH THE MONEY FOR THE TICKET...

When I was watching this movie I got really emotional cause I had just broken up with my boyfriend. Things just made a turn for the worse and we called it quits. I guess we both knew that it was coming soon cause the last 30 days has been really rocky. Anywhoo.... the movie taught me one valuable lesson: It doesn't matter how much you love someone or how much you want to be with someone, sometimes it may not be meant to be...

I guess this is really turning out to be a real good birthday month. This whole month has took a turn for the worst. I can't wait until Oct 25th so I can start a new chapter in my life. Since I can't wait for New Year's to do a resolution....[although I never really kept any resolution that I ever made in the past... I think that longest one I kept lasted for about a week].... I will make one now. The 25th will start my 24th year of life. During this last 24 years, I have made a lot of mistakes but I am thankful for all of them cause they all taught me a lesson and were blessings in disguises. Even my current breakup was a blessing in disguise. But enough about that.

I think that everyone should really evaluate their lives. So many times people get set in their ways that they don't realize that they are the ones holding them back. Instead of having a birthday celebration month, I will have a life evaluating month. My b-day is in 10 more days and I will use that time wisely and take full advantage of it. I will make a new plan for my life... I won't consist of my work or financial situation it will be solely based on my heart, mind, and soul.

"It doesn't matter how much gold you have cause if you have coal on your eyes you will never see the sparkle..."

These 10 days will be used to evaluate my life, identify the 'coal' and work on dismissing them from my life. I will start fresh in my 24th year and I will see my gold sparkle....

Much luv...